Sleepless

I am sleepless, lost, hurt, & confused

Wanting to understand why this has happened to you

Missing, Crying, & hoping for the day I am to be with you

I am needing peace to come & wipe my tears away

I do not know what my future holds for me

Will I ever see my sweet angel who has flown away

Needing to be with you, to be holding you within my arms

I ask of you, why this has happened to me ?

I am without ground which to stand

In a dark & misty place, alone

The endless tears that I shed, run down my face

I am without you & lost in this place

My only hope that gets me thru is knowing

one day we will be together again

To heaven you went & to heaven I'll come

To hold my sweet Angel again

Love Mommy

Carla Ann Roach

Born Still

I held you in my arms with your ear close to my chest

so you may hear my heart beating in your eternal rest

I looked into your face and felt the stress you had endured

I closed my eyes telling myself " tis only a dream"

For when I wake you will be within me

I screamed inside where is my baby this is not he

Please someone help me !

I held you whole-heartedly hoping for you to breath

I told myself this is not my child, it could not be

All the hope I had for you was taken from me

As I held you within my arms I marveled at how handsome you were

and wondered who you would have grown to be

I collected all my hope for your future to have it taken from me

How my heart aches to hold you close to me

To kiss your sweet face and tell you how I love thee

To let you know I am your Mommy

and sing the songs I once sang to you

Terra-Lynn Coggan

Aunt

Angel's Above

Did you Know it was God above who created Angels for us to love.

He picked you out of all the rest, because we would love you the best.

Little Angel above, a heart full of love, a smile so sweet,

that came with little hands & little feet.

Away inside is where you stayed

A sweet baby who loved to play.

We never knew you would not be here to stay,

but we love you anyway

As the days grew long the more our heart grew with you.

You are the sweetest angel from above

The most wonderful gift of Gods love,

A little Angel who comes from above.

Up in heaven watching over us with all his love.

Awaiting the day that mommy & daddy will come home to stay

Til that day come's know this my son

My heart is never blue as long as I think of the time I had with you.

Carla Ann Roach

The Hurt

The hurt is to deep for me to hold

The hurt is to deep to share alone

The hurt is to deep to have on my own

The hurt is still inside after all this time

The hurt stays & grows more with each day

The hurt will never go away

I have to face that the hurt will never go away

The hurt is to strong to over power

I know this because I sit & think of you for hours

Carla Ann Roach